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am feeling ****ed up.
Friday, September 28, 2007 2:56 PM

what a waste of emotions.

we had to hand in our statistics report today. when i reached school, the only person in my group was

me.

seeing the other groups preparing their papers, organising their stuff and handing them up, i, naturally got quite fidgety. where the hell were my group mates when i needed them? if i knew this was going to happen i would have printed the bloody paperwork out myself and handed them out. peace.

but no, even after class has started, none of my group mates were in sight. so i msged them. first cor said that she was going to be late, took the train today instead of her bike. okkkayyyy and shaz?

me: hey u coming?
shaz: eh no. sorry forgot to tell.
me: huh? how come? then what about the lab report? you were the last one to edit yesterday after we passed it to you..
shaz: i'm not feeling well. oh i emailed the report to you guys already. go print it out during break.
me: speechless
after checking my mail since we were having class in the comp lab, i msged her again
me: i didnt receive any email.

bloody hell did you know how much i panicked? when you have to hand in such an important assignment that constituted part of your overall marks, you dont absent yourself from school no matter wad. and even if you did fall sick, why couldnt you told us before hand and i could have printed them out myself.

yes those were my thoughts as i sat alone at the tables going through stats. just imagine how edgy i was. i was even thinking that the next time there was group work, i'm either going to print it myself or not join your group. and there i was waiting for cor to reach so we could go down to print the report.

but even after cor has reached she didnt come in, not wanting to disrupt the class. okayy that i understand. so during the break, i called shaz and walked out of the class looking for cor.

and guess what

the 2 of them were standing at the corner having a nice chit-chat.

me: how come u're here?
shaz: i msged u when i was in the train lah..
me: so the printing how?
shaz: i printed already lah!
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u left me panicking that our report was still unfinished for *looks at watch* 1 and a half hours and then u suddenly turn up and tell me that u were lying and playing a practical joke on me all the while

thanks man. **** u very much as what aaron eckart in 'thank you for smoking' would say. thus without saying anything, i went back to class and left them standing there.

seriously, just what is so funny about playing such jokes huh. first u tricked cor into thinking that i was frank's gf and then u tell her, nah its just a joke. that was still okay coz its play and i didnt mind that much seeing as how he already has a gf and i'm not interested in him. but now u trick me into thinking that u didnt prepare the report to be handed up TODAY. i dunno whether to cry or to scream at you.

WHAT IS SO FUNNY ABT IT? of coz i didnt ask that. when cor asked me to smile after seeing my charcoaled face, i looked at her and said' do you think this is very funny?' of coz i didnt blame her. so i talked to her. and refuse to talk to shaz. thats the limit man. how are we supposed to believe anything she say next time u tell me. she say relax lah its just a joke and laugh abt it but this concerns our ASSIGNMENT. even if u dont take me seriously, take the assignment seriously ok.

i was so pissed the rest of the morning. my friends were asking me where my usual kakis were earlier on, saying that they ditched me and i couldnt say anything. if there's group work and requires paper work to be handed up, what do you usually do? reach sch early, make sure that everything is perfect and calmy hand it up right? you don't raise the stress level of your other group member by pretending to be sick and pretending that you havent done anything and pretended that you were not goint to be present. see the logic? even after ranting so much i still am clueless as to how you find such a thing humourous? is it the incredulous look on my face when i heard you say you actually were playing a trick on me that you liked? if thats so, just tell me. i can throw more of such looks at you in future. just spare me from dying from over stress.

do spare a thought for others first before you start playing such dirty jokes all right.

am feeling so emotionally drained for nothing
pardon me for my ****stars. am not in a good mood today.


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