uNwEll...
woke up this morning only to get hit by a huge wave of dizziness..
stumbled my way round washing up and preparing for class, thinking that i'll feel better after having a warm cup of water..
apparently not..
feeling both nauseous and giddy by the time i was ready to leave the house, i went to make myself a cup of hot milo and forced down some biscuits in case i was feeling dizzy coz of hunger..
apparently not again..
went throwing up at the bathroom and all the milo was gone to waste..
i was just telling lirong to inform HER that i'll be late for class since it was already 9.10 and i was still feeling unwell.. then nathaniel sent us a message telling us that class has been cancelled as SHE was unwell.. well, lucky for me huh.. not that i was hoping that she'll be unwell but at least class being cancelled meant that i could rest at home instead of going to school.. at this state, i was wondering if i could even make it to school.. everyone started msging each other at this point and vina, nisa and lirong planned to head to woodlands library to do research so as not to waste the day away.. and nathaniel was asking if i was on the way so that i could join them in the revision.. well, not at this state.. wont be able to focus much anyway.. so i declined both and went to sleep.........
woke up to lunch feeling slightly better.. and decided to rest on the bed..
ended up staring into space
so i came online to surf the net.. and spent nearly an hour chatting with wince.. i miss her.. lots and lots and lots.... miss her crazy antics.. miss her lameness.. which according to her was influenced by me.. what? haha
why does it always have to be my best friends who are all not by my side? first was marilyn, my best friend when i was 6.. she migrated to australia, and gradually lost contact when she became overwhelmed with work and school.. and then jasmine, my pri sch best friend.. we used to be really close.. but we lost contact when we ended up going to different sec schs.. jcs.. now unis.. then there was danny, sheena and mu xuan.. though we still try to meet and hang out once in a while, its only during one of our b'daes.. both the boys are busy with army and sheena is studying hard to be a doctor.. hardly free enough to chatter with me everyday huh..
now its wince's turn.. and she had to go alll the wayyy to LA... which is like 14-15 hrs flight away from here? life is unfair..as it has always been..
a bed of roses? nah.. life's more like a bed of posion ivy..
feeling nostalgic and dizzy still......
Posted by el@!ne.
