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wElCoMe To My LiFe
Friday, March 03, 2006
5:41 PM
the day that we have been waiting for has come and gone.. the death sentence has been anoounced and the gates of doom has been opened.. 1st march 2006.. the day the verdict will be read out.. its a terrible feeling being left hanging in the air.. its like u're neither safe nor in danger.. not knowing what the future holds for u.. just blindly walking down this endless path.. what should we do now? what should i do now? we spent 3 months waiting and waiting in a never-ending road.. and now the cycle is back to haunt us.. how do we know if we're safe in university with our prefered course? answer? WAIT. wait till may- june to get the reply. this is pathetic. i hate this type of life. if my life were a movie, everyone'll be asleep within 3 mins.. since all i do is wait. wait. waitlife has never been a bed of roses for me.. with all the obstacles i face in life.. and all the things that always seem to be happening to me alone. who gets to injure her toe and end up having to go for surgery everytime her toe nail starts cutting into her flesh? MEwho will be so clumsy as to fall into the water and damage her phone? MEwho will be so unlucky that her hp can even be stolen while her class was having SPA in school? not anyone else but MEME ME ME why am i so ill-fated??why is everything happening to me? all i want is just to lead a perfectly normal life without any hitches or hiccups or ill fortune.. i've had enough pricks from the thorns to last me a lifetime already. isn't it time for the storm to brew over and shine some sunlight upon me?i lead an unfair life.. maybe god does hate me.. no, sorry don't blame god.. maybe its just that my existence is small fry and is not worth bothering about thats all..welcome to my life
Posted by el@!ne.
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